yeah i feel this way sometimes…on my worst days. It hurts a lot.

(Source: drowning-in-the-silence, via drowninginthedarkness)

evenangelshavetheirw1ckedschemes:

I just need to get away from everything, I need an escape from reality. I’ve dealt with to much lately. I can’t do it anymore.

Totally agree with you :/

Okay so first on the list

1) Hit up ALL the gay 18+ clubs with Leanne and Kenny

It’s time to find this man a hot spanish boyfriend :D this will be a fun event on our list. Chilling with my longest friends (Since Kindergarten).

2) Sleep overs in Jersey

Something tells me I’m going to be enjoying those :P. Maybe a bit too much (here’s hoping?)

3) Spending time with my best girls.

I miss those times oh so much :’(. It feels like eons since we were last together.

4) Going to concerts

Miss the pushing and adrenaline rushes and full out craziness.

This should be quite an interesting summer.

• Tim Burton: So, I was thinking of making a movie about...
• Johnny Depp: Yes.

no sleep over tomorrow but this summer will be full of them! 

(via evenangelshavetheirw1ckedschemes)

Tomorrow night…..it can be possible? Possibly. Blah. Maybe just maybe…..yeah I think I’ll go with that. Well I’ll figure this out later today…giddy much? I think so. Haha. 

f-foxface:

30 Day Disney Challenge - Day Twenty-Three. An underrated movie - The Black Couldren

I used to make my Dad read me this book every night before I went to sleep :). It was a pretty big book.

They are so highly addictive it isn’t even funny.

I want so many. Really bad to have this addiction because it is costly.

Makes you feel a bit high on life. The excitement of doing something so permanent.

I know it really should be scary, which it really was for my first one, but after the initial shock you feel this burst of energy (mixed with tons of adrenaline).

No this is not because I’m 18 and my parents don’t have a say with what I do to my body anymore.

It’s the fact that something I love can be shown to the world. People can get a sense of who I am when they ask me the meaning behind all of them and I like that feeling of being proud of what I have.

So far I have three.

My first one is an outline of an Elephant on my back in memory of my late Grandmother and a dedication to my other living one.

Second one is an Anchor and no it’s not in dedication of my alma matar. I got it done with my longest friend (I’m pretty sure it will be 15 years in September). We had a bit of an obsession with the movie Titanic so it’s a reference to our child hood as well as a reminder that we are always holding each other down no matter what.

The third is probably the most important is the one on my right wrist. The Roman Numerals IV.I.II.VII. Each standing for the position of a letter in the Alphabet (othwards DABG) for my mother, father, me, and my sister in age order. They are the most important people in my life right now.

I’m pretty sure my next one will probably be a Peter Pan quote near my collar bone or wrapped around my ankle. I just really have to find the best quote for it. 

Possibly going to go for it in September who knows…

I hate taking pictures of myself but I actually kind of sorta like this one.